Birthday Cakes and Wishes!!

So let me start by saying I'm finally home from Texas, and it was an amazing trip!! I enjoyed my family so much and well everything is bigger in Texas! I'm happy to be home though with my husband whom I missed...I think he was happy to see us too(I think lol).....Anyways, So today July 12 my baby girl turned 4!!! Time has totally flown by and she gets smarter and more beautiful with every passing day. I'm truly blessed, but man I'm getting old!! Since her birthday fell during the week I got her a little balloon and some cup cakes. I guess her daddy was thinking the same because he showed up with a little personal cake :)...We're throwing her a party Sunday at the lake which is tradition and the whole family will be there, I can't wait!! I love birthday parties!! I have to ask myself though, where have the last four years gone?!? I just want things to slow down so I can enjoy life I feel like I'm constantly on the run and I can't slow down! My brain is also all over the place!! One day I hope to find the pieces and put that sucker back together again! Seriously I used to be so OCD and in control over everything, and now I just feel out of control and all over the place and no matter how hard I try I'm still on the hamster wheel!! I guess that's what happens when you get older and your chasing after two kids and taking care of every body's needs! I can't say that I dislike my duties as a mother and wife because no matter how crazy it makes me days like today celebrating the birth of my beautiful little girl and watching her as she learns and grows makes it all worth it. That goes for my son too watching them learn and seeing the excitement on their faces when they achieve something is amazing to me and I wouldn't trade it for anything!! They are truly my life and my greatest achievement!! With that said my little girl enjoyed her birthday and I hope she loves the party I throw for her this year!!